Friday, October 17, 2003

The week passes so fast... its friday already.... hmm...
excel online test was not bad... careless mistakes... could have been better...
Tomorrow have to start studying already... Sunday going to watch a free performance at the esplanade, i think its by the group budakpantai... hmm... arrghh speaking of which i have an oral relgiious test on sunday!!! i haven't even opened a single book to revise!!! hmm... nvm.... i'm repeating what i've learnt before so i guess it should be alright....

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10/17/2003 07:58:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

In the sch lab again... very tired, almost feel like dozing off already... Yesterday was the first Law Inc meeting i went to. Found out that Soffie was the new welfare sec. Cool. Loads of deadlines were mentioned my head is currently spinning with dates =) hehehe... Lela updated me on what's to be done for the notice board and stuff. Thinking of setting up a publicity comm so i'm in the process of recruting members.
Right now i'm in a dilemma on what to get for VIt. We're suppose to give a token of appreciation for ex-law inc members who was holding the portfolio....
Today was second day of OP. Was late so i didn't go in cause Mr Ferlin did say not to barge in the class half way during presentation so i stayed outside.... Found out later that they were taking attendance! arrgghhH!!!!
today is seriously not one of my good days.... *sigh*

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10/14/2003 02:51:00 PM
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Saturday, October 11, 2003

Saturday, and i'm in school! arrggh! i've been pretty busy this week with the preparation of LComm OP. Not to mention deadline for the murder game script as well as rehersals for Voices. The law investiture will be on next wednesday the 15th of October.

You'll never guess what happened on Thursday.... we were having our Voices rehersals for law investiture when Mr Ferlin called out to me. At first i thought that he wants me to pass a message or something but then it turned out to be something totally different. He actually offered me a position in Law Inc! I seriously went into shock at that moment. He told me that they were offering me the PR and Publicity postion, which was Lela's postion, and that Lela will be moving on to the Social position. He went on to say about the seal points and all that but it didnt really matter to me. My initial purpose when i ran for law inc was to make a difference, to help... but anyway, he gave me the whole weekend to think about it and to tell him my decision on Monday....

Why now? Why me? seriously i really feel honoured and such but i'm scared. Afraid that i may not live up to expectations... what if i mess up? what if i can't seem to gel with the other memeber the way i gel with my classmates? so many questions are running through my head...arrggh!!! My heart wants to accept the position but my head... *sigh* so many questions to answer first... so which one do i follow?

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10/11/2003 02:56:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

Another day in school. Not much happened except preparing LComm OP, attending microecons lecture, an elightening APEL session and the first meeting of the razor quill club. The razor quill club was cool. There were a handful of people who came, to name a few there was Hazelyn, Mel, Nad, Haider, Priya and Ling.

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10/07/2003 07:03:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.