Saturday, October 11, 2003

Saturday, and i'm in school! arrggh! i've been pretty busy this week with the preparation of LComm OP. Not to mention deadline for the murder game script as well as rehersals for Voices. The law investiture will be on next wednesday the 15th of October.

You'll never guess what happened on Thursday.... we were having our Voices rehersals for law investiture when Mr Ferlin called out to me. At first i thought that he wants me to pass a message or something but then it turned out to be something totally different. He actually offered me a position in Law Inc! I seriously went into shock at that moment. He told me that they were offering me the PR and Publicity postion, which was Lela's postion, and that Lela will be moving on to the Social position. He went on to say about the seal points and all that but it didnt really matter to me. My initial purpose when i ran for law inc was to make a difference, to help... but anyway, he gave me the whole weekend to think about it and to tell him my decision on Monday....

Why now? Why me? seriously i really feel honoured and such but i'm scared. Afraid that i may not live up to expectations... what if i mess up? what if i can't seem to gel with the other memeber the way i gel with my classmates? so many questions are running through my head...arrggh!!! My heart wants to accept the position but my head... *sigh* so many questions to answer first... so which one do i follow?

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10/11/2003 02:56:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.