Monday, December 15, 2003

Feelings

how do you know when love strike you in the face?

as for me, i nv feel love for my past 4 yrs...as i broke off with my ex and ever since have been facing the world alone except for a couple of times of dating.

when i was younger, i dunno what is love...i tot if a couple can be together, it means love...

now i only know what my heart is telling me...just that in my previous thread on how to make a guy woo me....when he said he love me, i told him i could only like him for the moment...to me, there is no feeling of love...just pure liking as a fren

sometimes i realised it is good that my ex left me coz thru the painful experience, i learnt love is not a easy thing to get hold of and if you are not careful enough, it might hurt you back

i learnt not to pour out all my love at one go...i learnt to be careful and how to protect myself...

well i just felt that being with my ex is like running a marathon and after running it, you feel that there is no energy left in your body to run another race. this is exactly how i feel towards love or rather towards him 4 yrs ago...

sometimes i felt that my heart is being buried in ice so deeply that it become frosty and felt nothing in this world can break thru this thick wall of ice.

i realise alot of things cannot be rushed...i realised i got all the time in the world to nurture love...but i am always rushing for love...i discovered there are simply no shortcuts in life...either you have to fight or you don't...in order to get the things you want in life.

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Last edited by angelize79 on 11th December 2003 at 12:35 PM

i got this off a message board i frequent. This lady here spoke from the heart and i feel like it is something most of you guys can relate to and something i can learn from...

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12/15/2003 01:00:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.