Friday, December 12, 2003

today is gonna be like my first day off after a whirlwind of things to do. So now... what should i do? I have absolutely no plans, might as well say no life! argh! everyone is either going out for a date, working, on vacation, carolling practice or doing something none of my biz... so what am i suppose to do?? Mel and soff suggested lying around in bed the whole day... but its gonna be more draining.. i rather do something interesting or fun. Darn. My day off and i have no idea what to do. *sigh*
I guess i'll think bout something... maybe go catch a movie alone, or walk somewhere to kill time or stone somewhere haha...

M & M... Trouble in paradise... I dont know what to do anymore. My two closest friends and i have to watch them hurt each other. Not by words they say and the actions they do but by the words they don't say and actions they don't do... i fell so helpless. One keeps telling me how hurt she's feeling and the other shows a black face whenever i try to broach the subject... i feel so helpless.
I know i'm not much help since i've never been in a relationship before but i just can't turn down a friend in need. Why is it people always go to me when they have probs with their relationship when they perfectly know that i've never been in one? opps sorry got side tracked... i've already run out of ideas how to help them. Both went into a rushed relationship and they hardly know each other... i'm just afraid they'll break up... that'll be so sad... i wouldnt want that to happen... me and k are so clueless on what else we can do...
remind me never go into rushed relationships...

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12/12/2003 02:53:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.