Friday, January 23, 2004

I dreamt of a dream today...

Have you ever had recurring dreams that you can't and don't understand what they mean?
Well i've been having these dreams... Its at different locations but i'll be in the same situation... getting married! Yea i'm not kidding its like whoa. The first dream i was... i'm not sure in a library of some sorts cause i remember shelves and shelves of books. I was already wearing a wedding gown and i was panicking. I wanted to run away but i think all the exits were blocked. I'm not sure who the groom is but i was trying to run away from him but he kept finding me. So i decided to find another girl for him... sort of matchmake him with the girl so he'll leave me be. And i think he fell for the gal... then i woke up...
the second dream i had i was already standing at the altar. And in this dream i could actually see the face of the groom whom i shall not mention. My mind was racing and i saw a familar face at the balcony. The person looked jealous or something. Yea... well as usual i panicked then i guess i ran again...
The third dream which happened yesterday i was getting ready for the wedding... and it was actually sort of an arranged wedding and i was only going thru it sort of like a sacrifice cause i was hoping maybe in the future fate will bring me to the person i have feelings for... well from the window i could see guests arriving... and i sort of panicked... so like the other dreams i ran.. as i ran i felt as tho i was putting my whole heart into it... but the dream differed from the other two... as i was running there were two hooligans in front of me and i tried to avoid them.. they started shooting at me... at first they missed... then i was hit... I was shot on the arm and on my back... it felt so real that i could feel the pain... and i woke up...
Does these dreams actually mean something cause the situations are so alike and i'm always running... kind of like the runaway bride =P It cant be just a dream cause dreams dont always repeat itself... Are my dreams telling me something that is gonna happen in my life... or is it part of my subconscious? hmm...

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1/23/2004 07:14:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.