Wednesday, January 21, 2004

I'm confused. I don't know what to think anymore. Like i need this right now. Darn. I really should get my priorities straight like right about NOW! argh!
How do you get a person out of your head? How do you remain friends with a person without getting your heart in the way? Can somebody enlighten me on this cause i really in need of an answer. I can't go on forever with a certain person in my head cause i dont even know if my feelings are being reciprocated.
We hardly talk to each other face 2 face cause i have no idea what to talk about cause once i've tried talking to him but i dont seem to be getting a response. I keep getting the one worded answers. That was then and i gave up at that point of time. But now... i donno lah. Its like reverse now i guess. I just answer his questions then full stop. *sigh* Sometimes its like we understand each other but then... i donno... maybe its because we are two quiet individuals...

Hold up... i seriously dont sound like myself right now... ohmygosh i'm babbling!! freakin hell! opps sowie i mean oh no! darn... i think i should stop now before i shoot myself...

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.