Thursday, January 08, 2004

its thursday already...
sigh...
the fourth day of school and to tell you the truth i'm tired
i've been in school almost everyday during the term break
sometimes i feel like standing in the middle of the road and get knocked down so i'll get a decent rest in the hospital.... arrgh i'm going mad already!!!
Today s a really irritating day. me and some of the other scriptwriters were sitting at jupiter cafe... y? cause sashi dragged us there to meet her ex-future boyfriend, i forgot his name... well anyway i was totally irritated after being a few mins there... well basically i've reached the limit of hearing the girls talking about guys everytime we have a mtg. i swear if she talks abt the guy and the guy's friend one more time i'm gonna kill the guy and his friemd and his friend's friend.
I've had it. Guy talk i mean. i've had enough.
Almost all the girls i know are talking bout guys. hello! can you ppl quit it already?! isnt there anything else you cld talk abt? the world doesnt revolve ard that only you know.sheesh...
ok i know i'm babling... just stressed out ok
and now my mum is nagging at the backgrd... argh! can someone just shoot me now??? i think i'm gonna have a breakdown already...
ok zizah deep breaths... breath in................... breath out....................................
arts appreciation tutorial was today.. ok not so fond of my class. Man. nad,kay and mx are in the same class and i'm stuck in a class two hours after theirs in a class of ppl i donno and everyone seems to know someone or a few... damn.. just my luck i guess...
murder game in like 17 days (incl. wkends)...
can we make it?
can we do it?
i certainly hope so
cause i've put my all into it... and i'm drained
i think i shld stop already or else i'm gonna talk nonsense...
another time then...

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1/08/2004 11:06:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.