Saturday, January 17, 2004

Never really knew how much ppl cared about me until today...
the dam broke today... i couldnt contain it anymore... couldnt concentrate during econs lecture... prayed to god to help me stay strong but i guess it wasnt gd enough... i went out half way during lecture... i had to go somewhere so i went to the reservoir... i didnt expect anyone to follow me but hazelyn did.... i didnt realize that she cared so much, i told her everything i was feeling.. then xuan smsed... somehow he xould sense something was wrong when i went into lecture... sashi and latha came next... then yimei... and apri... i was really overwhelmed by their presence... they cared so much to come to find me at the reservoir...
Before this i kept myself strong so others wont see me differently but then i was proven wrong... i cant stay strong all the time... i thank god that i have them as my friends... their presense gave me the strength to move on...
may god bless all of them...

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1/17/2004 01:32:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.