Friday, February 13, 2004

Okie second day of open house... i'll be reporting in a few minutes time but i just needed to stop and clear my thoughts first...

The first day of open house was pretty ok. Talked to a lot ppl. Funny i'm an i-guide suppose to bring ppl ard school but i always ended up at the law chatroom haha... prefer promoting law lah hehe... Had a hell of backache at the end of the day haiz...

Okie what do u do when everything seems wrong? I'm hurting rite now... my heart aches to see it happening this way. I know we cant control everything around us but i feel really really useless... i dont know what to do anymore... It is really frustrating for me. Sometimes i ask myself why do i always find myself in the middle. It happened when i was in ITE and it is happening again here in poly. I'm not really sure who i can really turn to now cause i dont know if ppl would understand what is really happening... Maybe i should push this to back of my mind for now... need to concentrate on other stuff...

Hmm.. tomorrow is V-day... the most over-rated day of the year.. haha...
dont think anything special will happen to me cause nothing ever does so i think i'll have a date with myself haha... not that its a bad thing but ya, its better then bumping into couples everywhere you turn...

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2/13/2004 12:02:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.