Saturday, February 28, 2004

she takes each day as it comes
the day draws nearer and nearer
even tho she doesnt say it
fear instills inside her
her face remains calm
she chose to stay strong
i'm proud of her
but i fear for her
tears run down my face
hidden as i turn away my face
i've been thru it before
and i dont want her to go thru it now
why not let it be just me
leave them out of this pain
i cant seem to stop this worry
trying to hold back tears
in order for her to not worry
sometimes i wish i could take away the pain
take away the suffering
just let me bear all of it
god please spare them away from it
let them live a normal life
at least when i cant they can
we've been through so much
i dont think she can take another blow
i wish deep down that i can do more
try even harder
to make everything alright
to end this bad bout
i'm at a road block
time may be running out
but time is all i have
to turn all this right again...

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2/28/2004 07:18:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.