Thursday, February 19, 2004

was reading mel's post on why is it when a girl and guy are good friends ppl will always assume they are a couple or a compatible couple. Its never wrong for a guy and girl to be very good and even close friends but there in this reality that we live in ppl are always opinionated that includes me.
I've been in a situation when i was called a bitch. yup. you didnt read wrongly. You see back in ITE i was quite close to the guys in my class cause i'll can always find something intelligent or crappy to talk about with them cause usually most of the girls will tend to gossip, talk abt guys (hello the does not revolve ard guys.. haiz), fashion or something that i'm totally clueless about (not that i dont talk abt girl stuff but when it gets too much already i'll get bored and then pissed off haha...) yes anyway... i guess because of this their girlfriends or crushes kinda dislike/hate me cause they think that i'm trying to steal their guy away from them... wahaha... man why in the world would i wanna do such a thing. seriously. One even when to the extent of calling me a bitch cause of this haha.. well we're good friends now cause we got to know each other better so all is well =) I'm still curious tho... how come when i'm not flirting ppl say i am... hmm... curious... not tat i flirt around cause i dont do that kinda thing... yes well anyway....
we can never control what ppl think and feel. As long as we know what we do is right it doesnt really matter what ppl think. God gave us brains to think for ourselves, to know whats right and whats wrong. Every action we take is our own choice. Dont let ppl make that choice for you.... am i making sense so far? well my conclusion is tt... if you know what you're doing is right dont take what ppl say to heart cause we live in a very opinonated world and we can never run away from it...

~ be yourself cause the ppl who mind don't matter and the ppl who matter don't mind ~

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.