Wednesday, March 03, 2004

been telling myself to not care anymore, not be so affected by stuff around me. I guess i've been kidding myself. Sometimes the stuff that a person do or say may seem little to them but to the person who receives it, it may mean a lot and sometimes it hurts. It hurts so bloody much that its like a knife thru the heart...
How do you feel angry, irritated, sorry and regretful at the same time? It is one hell of a combination i tell you, but then it happens. stuff happens. sometimes we can control it, sometimes we can't. But what ever happens we learn, we move on. But the most painful consequence is when friendships are affected. Relationships made are rocky. Nothing is too big or too little to lose friendship over so why risk it? i dont think i'll ever risk it.. but then sometimes you have to put your foot down on certain issues cause being true to oneself doesnt mean you always have to listen to your peers...

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3/03/2004 01:47:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.