Thursday, March 04, 2004

believe me i feel tired for myself too... (with regards to ppl who says i look stressed out and feel tired for me haha...)

I'm so bloody tired rite now. Its kinda feel llike i'm sleepwalking in a way and my body aches like hell. Gonna fall sick one of this days i tell you, which i can't afford to by the way cause a lot of project deadlines are coming up! *Sigh* How i stress myself out, lemme count the ways.. haha... thats the problem with me sometimes, i'm very hard on myself that i get too stressed out which is bad, veryvery bad but i cant help it, cause i expect a lot from me cause... well cause... i guess i've got a lot to prove to myself and to some ppl...

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3/04/2004 11:03:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.