Thursday, March 11, 2004

skipped RQ today to visit my sis afterall i did promise her and i havent seen her for quite some time. She's doing better now... She has just started practicing to sit again but lil things still tire her i.e eating her meal... Her heart is till weak which is why she gets tired easily... Was able to cheer her up when i was there, she was telling me to stop making her laugh cause its hurting her back haha... just happy that she's smiling again...

a shout out to Seri... well not sure if you read my blog but nonetheless...

Happy 20th Birthday!!!!

On my journey to the hospital today i began to think... i began to think how fortunate i am...
cause no matter how sick i am there'll be someone who is more sick then me
There is at least one person in the world who is goin thru chemo every hour
at least one person who in the world who is crying in pain every second
at least one person in the world struggling with their last breath every minute
... cause even tho dad is gone i still have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, an education, mum & my siblings cause there'll be someone who is worse off then me...
at least one person in the world who lost their family all at one go
at least one child in the world who is left abandoned every day
at least 2.5 of the world population is uneducated

I guess sometimes you have to look at life in a different perspective especially when you are a walking time bomb haha... Why depress myself with things that i can't change, i'm only human afterall.
Life is given to us by god as a gift. Why waste it? Why wait for something to happen and waste the precious time that you have cause one day you might wake up and find that you're missing the best thing that will ever happen to you and it will be too late to do anything about it. And who would you blame in the end? Yourself? Your ego? Your fears? Your hesitancy? Why even bother cause it wont change the situation one bit
Like a saying goes... Carpe Diem. Seize the day. If you've been wanting to do something go ahead and do it. Why wait? If you've been wanting to take up a language why not start now? If you've been eyeing that girl/guy why not make the first move? What's there to lose cause if the person is mature enough they'll know how to handle it. There's loads of things we wanna do but hesitate. Why? Cause we're afraid of the consequences. Well consequences will always be there. The question is are you brave enough to face it? If you are then good for you. Then just do it. We only live once...

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.