Saturday, March 27, 2004

so angry at myself right now.Shouldnt have all this emotions inside me right now. Yes i'm only human but then sometimes i think its coulding my brain, clouding my logic. Couldnt sleep the whole night. Couldnt stop worrying. Somebody stop me! haha... rite... exams coming up and i have yet to start revision... tort deadline coming up, crim law peer teaching next wk, arts app assignment due the following wk and exams are in like wat 3 weeks? argh!

And i'm also angry at myself for wat i did yesterday. So much was going on and i was also angry at myself cause i was helpless, cause i felt that i failed on being a sister cause i'm always never there, and i guess i lost my patience and walked away frm a friend. I know nothing i say will justify what i did but i just wanted to be alone. Cause its easier. Cause being alone is something i'm used to. To my friend i sincerely apologize. I'm sorry.

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3/27/2004 11:51:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.