Friday, March 19, 2004

Yesterday was the capt's ball game. All the teams were experienced players, current and ex netball players compared to my team and i who you would hardly think are any good. (dont think i didnt see the other teams being v.confident) Anyways really proud of my team even tho we lost all 3 matches wahaha... The bottom line is all of us had fun.
Gotta confess something tho, whenever i play a game, doesnt matter what game, i'm competitive even tho its just a normal game. I try to do my best. Someone once told me they way you play a game is how you lead your life. I guess its true. The thing is whenever i play to lose it always ends up differently.
For example yesterday, after losing two straight games my team changed tactics, we played to lose and we actually played better wahaha.. the irony of it. But we still lost but it was okay cause our mind set was already to lose.

Well anyways the evening went well until i got dizzy... must be the lack of food and to top it of my back hurt like hell. I guess it was partly becasuse i fell during the game. Now i know why there's this advice to ppl with my condition not to play contact sports hehe... but then i'm a stubborn person so yea it was my choice no worries... it wld be a totally diff thing if my heart stops half way... ok touch wood... shouldnt think about bad stuff....

So today would be the last day of the games. Student-lecturer games. Wonder what's gonna happen today. Would be fun to see the lecturers playing against the students. =)

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3/19/2004 01:26:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.