Tuesday, April 13, 2004

I went to the reservoir just now to do some thinking… and I realized that I'm not the one whos changed. I’m still the same even though I may have problems of my own. I have my own viewpoints and I stick to what I know is right. I apologize if my thinking is not similar as yours but this is who I am. You may complain or talk about what I do or say but then friends dont judge. They accept each other for who they are and I donno when youre gonna realize that this is what you have been doing. I know no one's perfect, nobody is but i just hope one day you'll take a step back and look at the big picture...
Today somebody reminded me of something important that I know but I guess got muddled up somewhere in my head. They told me why I shouldnt waste my tears. This is what they reminded me:

Friends.

They reminded me that friends doesnt necessarily have to be with you always, have to have fun with you always. Friends are those ppl who will be there for you when you need them. Friends are those ppl who just let you talk about your problems and just listen. Friends are those ppl who are there for you for a thousand reasons and stand by you no matter what. Friends are those ppl who would drop whatever they are doing to go to you when you are in need. Friends are those ppl who quickly finish up whatever important stuff they are doing and come to you when you needed someone to talk to. Friends are those ppl who rush to go and find you when you switch off your phone cause they know you’re down, Friends are those who help you pick yourself up when you fall.
I’m glad I have ppl who I’m proud to call as friends.

To all my friends, thank you.

Thank you for being there for me, even though I dont say it aloud to some but your friendship means a lot.

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4/13/2004 06:12:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.