Tuesday, April 20, 2004

One down four to go... oh gawd and here i am blogging.. haha... seriously someone pls hide my laptop somewhere so that i wont be able to find it... damn... haha.. but to me blogging helps actually.. helps release tension haha.. i'm not as stressed up as i'm suppose to be rite now... i wonder why.. hmm...
Well at least i didnt go to the arcade just now like some ppl i wont mention *ahem ahem*.. =D
A thought came to me just now... have u ever felt like that ppl expect a lot from you, look up to you but then sometimes you just dont or cant deliver because of a reason or another...because of this expectations you do your upmost best but it aint good enuff and to some ppl they wld say its ok and we did our best but then to ourselves its a self-dissapointment...
I'm just wondering if any of you ever felt that way, cause i have and it aint the best feeling in the world...

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4/20/2004 01:13:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.