Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Sick and tired of this perpectual pain
scarred tissue of endless pain
wounds so deep
it doesnt show
unable to heal just like before
endless darkness clouds the mind
pouring rain of acidic thoughts
consuming, burning
facing the pain all alone
easier to run
replacing the pain with something numb
frozen inside
emotions aside
too little too late
if feeds
it consumes
it'll never show
too painful to let go
How do u save a losing case
endless scar tissue
and perpectual pain
invisble to the ignorant
invisible to the blind
One step forward
two steps back
how do you reach something you cant touch?
wounds so deep they never show
never go away
like a motion picture
being played in loop
Lccked away so people cant see
easier to run
replacing the pain with something numb
too little too late
it'll never show
too deep inside
just let it go

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4/06/2004 01:11:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.