Monday, April 05, 2004

Would you sacrifice your love or happiness for someone else?

I know i would. I would rather see someone else happy at the expense of my happiness rather then see them broken hearted or sad. Some may say that it is a weakness cause it easy to be taken advantage of... but i guess i'm not to worried aboiut that cause i'm used to it.
I know sometimes you've gotta stop and think for yourself for once. You can tell me this over and over again but i can be one stobborn person. I guess empathy and giving what i can has always been a part of me. Sometimes the things i do are not appreciated. I understand that. But still i continue, perssist. For what purpose i dont know. When someone is hurting, feeling down, i feel it too. and if me being a concerned friend is offensive i'll try my best to back off. Sometime i wonder why i do the things i do and get downright shit. Truth is i have no idea. I'm only human. At some point of time i'll get sick and tired of it but i'll still continue doing it, beat myself up abt it and then move on. Sometimes i wonder if there's something wrong with me...
you tell me...

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4/05/2004 12:15:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.