Monday, May 10, 2004

Celebrating special occasions

Mother's Day, Father's Day, Valentine's Day, etc,etc.. why wait for these days to come to appreciate and pay tribute to your love ones? Shouldnt that happen every single day? Why wait until this so called "special" day to come before you apologize for your bad behaviour and thank them for everything they have done for you and tell them you love em? What if you wait to do all these on this "special" day and its too late... There will always be tomorrows but what makes you so sure that you or anyone for that matter will get to see tomorrow? What makes you so sure that the next time the occasion comes up your love ones will still be there, well anyone for that matter including you. I'm not being pessimistic here, just trying to state a fact of life. We are all but temporary figures on this earth. Life is unpredictable, you'll never know when it will be your last, that's why they say life is precious. I'm sure everyone has at least one regret in their lives and i bet that one regret will have something to do with a love one. Take for example me. One of my regrets was never getting really close to my dad, never getting the chance to say i'm sorry and for not getting to see him alive for the last time... Something i will have to live with my whole life...
We always think positively, telling ourselves things will get better, that there will always be next time, that there will always be tomorrow, there will always be another opportunity... but in fact sometimes we are not that lucky... life as they say is unpredicatable. Your love one could be fine today and gone tomorrow...
Never ever take for granted what you have cause nothing is permanent... Dont wait for tomorrows... Live for today... Dont tell your love ones that you love em only on special occasions... tell em everyday... altho it may sound stupid to some of you, it actually makes a difference in their lives... Go ahead and celebrate special occasions as you deem fit but dont always use it as an excuse to wait to tell someone how much they mean to you...

A lifetime's past since yesterday
Still I am no farther than before
Through all the roads and paths we walked
Endless nights alone we talked
Those miles will never mean a thing

Sometimes life can be so hard
You do your best and still you're scarred
I like you better than myself
And on this point we disagree
You give your love, you're never free

Have you got time for faded words
I've somethin' here you haven't heard
Wish to hell I could of told the truth
Well, there's all these words I couldn't say
A lifetime's past and gone away
Still I am no farther than before

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5/10/2004 12:12:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.