Wednesday, May 05, 2004

i think i'm at the point where i should go and see the doctor, but stubborn me as usual wont unless absolutely necessary.. haiz... one minute i think i'm better then next minute i feel crappy again... argh...
so here i am in school cold like hell and bloggin haha... just ended law inc mtg.. initially wanted to do some research but the book i wanted wasnt available gee... so got myself a patricia cowell book.. so i'm going off in awhile to grab some lunch and crash at home =P
Well as planned me, mel and nad went ice skating on monday. Kay couldnt make it cause she had committments. (we'll go together the next time kkiez =) ) The three of us had fun cept for the blisters we got haha... I havent gone to ice skate for like 2 years? so when i first stepped on the ice it was kinda hard, kept holding on to the barrier... then i told myself to not be dependent on the barrier or else i wont get anywhere... so yea i got less dependent on the barrier and managed to skate in the middle of the rink =D Its kinda funny when i look back at how i set a goal for myself for eg. that by this time i'm gonna be able to skate past this area without any dependency on the barrier etc etc... which i managed to accomplish by the way haha... so i guess in a way sometimes in the lil things we do if we can set goals for ourselves i guess we can achieve it if we really want to or not =P something to keep in mind =)

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.