Wednesday, May 05, 2004

i wonder why as i lay here you come into my mind
invading my train of thoughts
when i clearly told myself no more
i began to think of the others and then about you
and i wonder do u even know who i'm refering to
do you know its u?
i wouldnt be surprised really if u did
i wonder what your reaction was when u knew
if u didnt what would your reaction be when u find out
would you take two step back? or have u already taken that two steps?
Why you? Good question i ask myself that sometimes
why you when there are others around
i guess there's somthing in you that i see
that i believe in
that i admire
the best explanation i can give for now
i guess you're too good for me
that's usually the case aint it
so then my mind is set
to put this to a rest
i'm done with my inner struggles
i admit you'll always be in my mind, in my life
just that i gotta view life differently
to live my life differently
maybe then
only then my life could change
thank you for making me realise this
i guess i owe you a lot of that
i've never told you cause i'm afraid of losing our friendship
i'd rather have you as a friend then not have known u at all
you're one friend i wouldnt wanna lose

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5/05/2004 01:56:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.