Thursday, May 20, 2004

Someone told me that i should not blog as much as i usually do, reason because it makes me more depressed...
hmm... i didnt know that my entries were that depressing...
but i guess in a way i should stop blogging as much as i do cause sometimes ppl know much more abt me then i know abt myself...
Life has its ups and downs, trials and tribulations, sometimes i find comfort in blogging, funny... ppl usually find comfort in another person and i find comfort in something that is not real... pathetic i say but then what choice do i have? I find it so hard to talk anybody now, seems pointless...
well been busy with a lot of stuff and no i wont list em' out, yes i'm tired, yes i'm shagged but someone's gotta do it =P been getting a lot of heat and critism but its all good, cause yes it is frustrating at times but if you really look at in a different a way it is constructive cause it makes you wanna do better.
But then sometimes what makes it hard when your hardest critique is yourself.

hmm.. this entry aint that cheerful either haha...

well got no happy thoughts to blog abt rite now...

gotta admit i'm really tired right now...

need sleep haha... so wats new =)

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5/20/2004 07:39:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.