Sunday, May 23, 2004
You know how sometimes a song just makes you smile whenever you listen to it. Yeah its happening to me... Everytime i listen to clay aiken's The way i cant stop smiling (oh and i do see me ppl looking at me strangely) haha... anyways...
I guess no matter what you do, no matter right or wrong ppl will still talk. One thing that i've known all this while is that you cant please everyone. I guess i'm one of those who want and will try and please everyone and actually take to heart what ppl say... and all this while what i've been doing is wrong. I cant please everyone, i shouldnt take in whatever ppl say to heart. Everyone has their own opinion and views and i respect that. I guess i'm now at a point where i'm looking at life in a different perspective. I'm growing up.
Changing oneself aint such a bad thing actually.. somehow it takes off a burden outta my mind.. =)
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The head and the heart actually feels lighter when that certain someone is no longer in your heart and mind. I've finally decided to let go and just allow wherever the winds of fate takes me.
So who was that someone? Well i'm guessing some of you think its someone from school.. well actually i made everyone think that cause to their minds eye it is believeable so i let everyone ride along it.....
in fact actually its not someone from school... it was someone i met along the course of my attachement in NUS. No i wont say anything more except that we've lost contact and no i'm not gonna answer any question that may be posed by you guys.
Was reflecting on this and funny what came to mind about all this...
no wonder i'm good in the game of bluff =P
cheerios!
It's a different world and I'm a different girl.
All the rain and all the pain, I hope it's for the good
Cause I know I'll never be the same.
These are things that made me change,
I hope it's for the good
cause I know I'll never be the same.
Pray the lord my soul to keep.
I try to hang on to the best of me
But changes keep on changing me.
I just want to love who I turn out to be
- something by me =)
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5/23/2004 09:03:00 PM
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