Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Cant seem to fall asleep even tho i'm dead beat... must be the panadol extra that i took.. or simply my system is screwed =P

anyway that's not my reason for this entry...

Sunday was Father's Day.. Well happy belated father's day to all fathers...
so why didnt i have an entry for that day? well didnt see the point actually. The thing is i cant remember if i've celebrated father's day before maybe i did once... but that was a very long time ago... and somehow or rather i wished i had a memory to hold on to... not that i dont have any memory of dad.. but then... its rather more of things that i've actually done for him... i guess i never really had a chance to... all i can remember is making a bdae card for him using his fave color... and i guess i also never really told him how much he actually meant to me... too late i guess...
Since dad passed on mum has been both a mother and a father and i dont think it is a very easy thing to handle...

No use thinking abt sad memories cause its making my brain even more numb.. =P
anyways the song below which by itself speaks volumes is dedicated to both mum and dad...

You Raise Me Up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life – no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

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6/22/2004 12:48:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.