Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Something for me to learn

I need to learn...

I need to learn to say "NO"
I need to learn to say "Sorry i cant"
I need to learn to say "look can we do this my way for once?"
I need to learn to say "I'm sorry i have something else to do"
I need to learn to say "could you stop and look me in the eye for once?"

I need to learn when to quit
I need to learn when to put my foot down
I need to learn when to stop and rest
I need to learn when to stop trying
I need to learn when to be loud
I need to learn when to just shuddup

I need to learn that i am capable of only so much
I need to learn that i cant change everything
I need to learn that i cant be like other people
I need to learn that i have my limitations
I need to learn that i cant change everyone's view on something
I need to learn that i need to be dependent on someone once in awhile...

yeap there's loads of things i need to learn..
wat brought on this entry?
i realise there's some things that i need to learn to do to actually 'survive' in the real world and these are some of it... not that i'm currently not. Its just something that i need to work on in certain circumstances/senarios. Even tho i list down some or most of what i need to learn, me being me find it hard to do some of it...
and sometimes ending up being pushed around or taken advantage off...
so maybe listing out some of the stuff here may actually help me straigten out my mind on what i need to work on...

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6/29/2004 06:06:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.