Sunday, July 04, 2004

Decided to go to school yesterdsy to do some research for the crim pro assignemnt and i'm still unsure how to start my report. argh.

In the afternoon met up with wan, suhaijah and her guy at orchard mrt before meeting the rest at far east for dinner.
When we got there seri and amin, azza and her guy was already infront of puncak but they kinda decided to eat somewhere else and i didnt mind cause i had already eaten before with melly, naddy and kay. So after dinner all proceeded to cineleisure to catch the spiderman2 8.30pm show.
Well before we went in for the movie wan got a bit upset cause
1) haikal who came late dropped the potato wedges and the chilli sause splattered on wan's shirt and pants
2) i later found out that he was also in a bad mood cause he kinda felt left out and for me too apparently cause most were with their significant other and the topic of convo seemed to revolve among themselves and both of us were like foreign to the topic of convo... oh well...
for me i did kinda felt left out a tad bit but made the best out of it instead and didnt felt that bad cause i havent seem some of em' for months.

ooh and after the movie i bumped into razid. well i didnt actually bumped into him he was the one who actually came up to me. Its been a while since i last saw him. My fave junior haha... now so big already =P found out he already finished his studies at ITE and now doing his private 'O's... wasnt able to talk long with him tho cause the rest was already going so we agreed to keep in touch tru sms...

Anyways the movie was excellent. I would say its worth your money =)
If you really watch it kinda teach us some stuff abt life that we may know about but refuse to see it... not sure if you'll get wat i mean but yea... =P

Something Dr Octavia said kinda stuck with me, nah not bout the intelligence is a talent part surprisingly he told Peter something about love.
Even tho love is beautiful its complicated. And if you keep something so complicated in your heart it will make you sick.
Hmm.. something to think about but i guess in a way its true.

and there was this other scene when peter told mary jane that he didnt love her cause he didnt want mj to get hurt and etc etc but finally confesses when they were abt to die as usual..
the thing i'm thinking is why do ppl always tell their true feelings when they think/know that they are not gonna see the person again... wouldnt it be a bit too late unless by some miracle you get to see the person again or in some senario you survive...
Why not just tell the person your true feelings and respect the person enough to let them think for themselves instead of you making the decision of what the person might think?

argh look who's talking. If only i follow my own advice/words. typical

and the other thing is about sacrificing your dreams for others...
sometimes you have to sacrifice your dreams, what you want, what you need, cause its the right thing to do, cause you have the other people to think about. Somehow you dont have the luxury of living your own life cause you have responsiblities.
You dont have to be a superhero to actually go through that cause it happens in real life too.

haha.. well anyways i shall not reveal any other scenes frm spiderman2 and spoil the fun of actually watching it yourself.

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.