Monday, July 26, 2004

Here i am still awake when i should be sleeping...
what i'm doing?? Bloody lcomm prelab assignment and i'm stuck. argh!!! had problems starting, got pass that and now i'm stuck at how i should continue.. and the best part is i've been at this for the past 3-4 bloody hours! argh... thanks for the one responsible for uploading it only on friday afternoon and letting students discover it only in the evening.. on a bloody friday evening... students do tend to have a life too u know and not be constantly bogged down by school work.. its bad enough that some of us reach home only in the late evening everyday trying to finish up assignments in school... i just love last minute stuff dont you?sheesh... yes i'm being sarcastic *rolls eyes*
maybe its my bad for choosing to go to the chalet on saturday but i seriously needed a break... hmmz donno where all this anger is coming from... feel like smashing something argh... i'm going bonkers already argh...

anyways on sat had the NE seminar and it was like a criminal law lecture/OP nightmare. seriously. the guest speaker, a lawyer who has his own firm was reading right off his slides and he was citing penal code offences ^_^' oh gosh seriously.. and he also got his supreme court hiearchy wrong gee... i bet mr fj, mr mat and mr LKY can give him a run for his money. I wonder why the school pays so much for a guest speker to talk on the law when we have our very own law lecturers in this school...

well after the NE seminar proceeded on to the chalet with mei, tania, ds, marcus, alvin, darren, juliana, pei ming(i still donno how to spell his name =P) and candy. The chalet was at east coast park and it was more like a laid back, do what u wanna do, no agenda chalet unlike those chalets you usually go to where ppl plan bbq, activities and stuff. which was totally fine with me.
I finally found out who Naroto is and okay i must admit i like the cartoon, v.funnie and in a waymeaningful(?) i donno... went cycling in the evening at ard 6 with yimei to bedok jetty... been awhile since i last sat down with yimei and have a chat.. shld do this again and hopefully more often =) we went back to the chalet when sinthu finally arrived hehe... oh and i finally learnt how to play mahjong *lol* still need alot alot alot of practise tho before i get the hang of it =P
well at the later part of the evening mei had to go home and when apri came we all went for dinner.. then after dinner sinthu went off and the rest of us went to play pool and some played arcade games... after some time some went back to the chalet and some of the guys played the LAN game at the arcade.. not sure which game they played.. well me.. i went to cycle alone.. yeap at 2am in the morning.. it really felt good... most of the tracks were empty so i could go as fast as i want and as far as i want.. since i couldnt run like i always wanted to i could cycle, somehow as i was cycling i felt free, like i was running erm i mean cycling away from all my problems, the faster i went the furthur away it felt... well after my cycling escapade my legs hurt like hell wahaha.. i deserved it i guess... should exercise more.. now considering of going down to the beach once a week just to cycle wahaha...
went to watch the sunrise at ard 6 at the breakwater... as dawn began to break, somehow it reminded me of hope.. i donno... it just gave me that peaceful feeling... after that went to cycle some more... well lets call it morning exercise haha.. cycled around the same route twice before going back to the chalet... when i went back woke those ppl who were still sleeping haha.. purposely =P switched on the tv and watched cooking shows wahaha.. and then i fell asleep heh... when i got up i was freaking cold... colder then i was when i fell asleep for an hour at 4.. i donno how ppl can sleep in air con in that cold temperature... i was teeth was literally chattering.. i had to actually step out into the sun/outdoor before i could bring myself to do anything else in the chalet... i for one dont have an aircon as a luxury so maybe i'm not used to it i guess haha...
well my right knee was aching after my whole cycling trips.. at least the chalet has hot water in the showers, actually did my muscles some good, lessen the aching haha...
okie i should continue on with my lcomm or else i'll just go on and on hehe...

salute!

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.