Friday, July 30, 2004

hmmz...
any of you guys watch naroto?
well... i think i know why he acts the way he does, kinda like some peeps i know too...
i've been acting kinda crazie the whole of this week, ask those ppl who are with me most of the time they can vouch for tat wahaha...
and somehow acting the way i do.. well it keeps my worry factor down and happiness feeling up...
i guess somehow to apply to wat naroto's does acting crazie & stuff, it actually takes the pain away.. no not physical pain, more like emotional pain...
induced happiness to compress wat is really goin on inside...
works fine with me...
until i'm alone on a bus journey on my way back home.. hurhur

so yea...

the happiest, craziest peeps u see ard doesnt really mean tat they are actually feeling tat way... if you look close enough you can see that they are trying to hide something...

saying something frm personal experince.. believe me i know...

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7/30/2004 12:41:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.