Thursday, July 01, 2004

Its Time

I'm getting sick of the discriminations. Well more of the classifications that's been going on. It is just a letter. so what? seriously. gee...

fine my way of working is different. so sue me.

If you're damn freakin resistant in what i do nobody is forcing you to continue.

If you wanna prove to people you're better that you're way better then me go on i'm fine with that but what i'm puzzled about is what for?

If you're irritated by the fact that i didnt choose you to lead be pissed for all i care.

If you're irritated that i dont wake up as early as the others cause i usually turn in late to complete my work, fine bitch about it to the others like you would ever understand

The way you look at me sometimes telling me how much you dislike me and the smug look on your face when you find out that i didnt do that good, is that suppose to bring me down?

seriously its pathetic.

You'll only do good then. Only do good when people can see you're doing a great job. When your reputation depends on it. Do you do it from your heart? Do you actually do it sincerely? I doubt so.

Wanna be at the top fine.
I wont stand in your way
but what's with the need of competing?

whats the point really?

You think i dont see through your disguise, but surprise surprise i finally do
The reason i do things are different from yours and i will never, never ever go as low as you have.

I dont understand why seriously, what have we ever done wrong to you? Like we have a choice to be there in the first place.

I can't believe that it took me this long to actually realise some things that has been going on.
It's time to prove some people wrong.
Its time for me to buck up
So now i'm gonna change the way i do things
I've gonna do things better
I'm gonna have more faith in myself

I've really had enough of being taken advantage of

I've really had enough of being pushed around

So its time to do things differently...

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7/01/2004 11:24:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.