Thursday, July 08, 2004

right now in lab 10 trying to do LComm lab work due tomorrow but my mind is currently blank right now.
currently everything seems like a daze to me. Really not in the mood in doing anything.
Its like feeling wasted...
very tempting to slip into oblivion...
but i cant
cause i have tons of things to do
and these things are the only things that keeps me going

Also found out once again i'm being left out of certain things. Not surprised, like who am i in the first place for people to actually remember my presence.
I guess i've been right all along.
You cant expect/hope too much from someone cause in the end they will only bring you down.

so i'll just ignore this matter altogether. No use me dwelling upon some things that don't concern me, or at least i think. If i dont know bout anything i'm not in the wrong am i? so who really cares.

anyhow i think somehow some people would misintepret what i'm trying to say and come up with their own conclusions and get it wrong.
so please stop trying to analyse what ever i say and keep thinking of it negatively.
sick and tired of this analytical shite
why make up your own assumptions when all you gotta do is ask?
sheesh

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7/08/2004 02:12:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.