Tuesday, July 06, 2004

sometimes i dont see the point of explaining oneself
might as well let people think what they wanna think
what's the purpose of defending oneself if it doesnt actually serve any purpose...
waste of my time
lets just say i'm at the point where
i dont really give a damn
if you wanna say or think that i'm this kind of person or that kind of person
fine go ahead
at least i know myself
i know what i am doing
at least my conscience is clear

Been observing ppl lately
been noticing some stuff that i've been missing
noticing stuff that you'll only notice when you really take time to observe
and conclusions that i come up with
surprisingly i'm not the only one who cames up with the same conclusion/opinion
wonders never cease to amaze me
haha...
and been wondering also
about some people
what their agenda really are
are they doing it for the so called 'fame', the prestige
or are doing it out of sincerity from their hearts
i'm doubting bout the latter tho

anyways...
leave you guys with one of my current fave song =P

::::My Happy Ending::::

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

oh yea before i forget...

Happy Birthday Celine!

i know i've wished you twice but decided to dedicate this small spase to you haha...
hmm.. by the time this is published it will be pass 12 so happy belated i guess haha...
anyways hope your day was great and all the best in whatever you do! god bless! =)

Another person's birthday today and the thing is i donno to spell his name... hmm.. is it wei ming or huey ming?? argh! and he's in my class for godsakes! nvm will get to know him better as the day goes by. Happy birthday to him too although i dont think he'll be reading this haha...

hmm.. i think that's all the birthdays for now...

salute

||:PreCiouS:||
7/06/2004 11:25:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.