Saturday, July 31, 2004

three statements made to me in a span of 24 hrs....

the convo

1st person

p1: eh azi where are you ah?

me: legalab

p1: not surprised

me: y?

p1: cause you are always there

^_^"

2nd person

p2: are you always doing work?

me: haha.. why?

p2: cause i always see you not doing something fun

^_^"

3rd person

p3: when are you gonna become a lady ah?

me: huh?

p3: ya lah like me and person N, wear a skirt, have a bf etcetc...

^_^"

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seriously gotta admit the first two statements kinda says that i have no life and the third one had me dumbfounded....

haha....

seriously got me thinking....

yes i know i'm not hip neither am i cool, never will be, never will try to be. I've always been the wierd one, the odd one out haha... some things just never change and i wont conform to become something i'm not...

and bout the third statement... err... well... not really sure how i should react to that... i mean what's wrong with me being me rite now? I dont even have time for myself sometimes and you expect me to dress up in a skirt with make up etcetc wanting to see the ladyness side of me????
^-^"
and shouldnt a person take you as who you are and not what you are not or try to be???

hmm how did this topic came up in the first place?

oh yea.... when i commented to that person that i dont even own a tube of lipstick when she was reapplying her lipstick or gloss w/e in suntec's washrm...

haiz...

oh yea to tat person, its just not practical to wear wat u define as a skirt to sch can?? even if i do what do i wear it with my sneakers?? wahaha... anyways i dont even own a dress nor a pair of ladies sandals haha.. go figure... and i rather be comfortable thank u very much =)

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.