Wednesday, July 28, 2004

well...
its mum's birthday today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

well not like she's gonna be reading this... and here i am stil in sch, gee what a good daughter i am... and i still have no idea what to get for her, cause whatever i get for her would not be good enough, well tat's how i feel, its like she's gone thru so much for us, sacrificed so much and i feel like i owe her too much to actually think that anything is good enough for her... sigh...
somehow right now i dont feel like i'm good enough for anyone... just having one of those days...
haiz...

oh yea just want to comment abt something... can some of you peeps accept ppl for who they are and not have preconeived idea abt the person? getting tired of hearing abt it on and off. If you dont like the person, fine, accept it, dont bloody go on and on abt it afterall no one's perfect, that includes you. God created everyone different and special in their own way, what makes you think you're better then that person? Talking behind that person's back is bad enuff... bah...

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7/28/2004 08:21:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.