Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Exhausted

Did i mention i hate theory??? if not here i am mentioning it.. i HATE theory!!! pls explain something to me, why stress on something that yes you may need to know but your employer wont ask you about??? Maybe some kiasu employer will.. but still.. haiz...
just needed to get that off my chest wahaha...

anyways...

okie i got side tracked.. its now 11.46pm! can u believe it? take a look at my sign off time haha... big diff hehe...
suddenly got no mood to continue my original purpose of blogging... i'm just so damn exhausted but i need to complete my memo for camp twinkle...

after accts paper which ended at 10am i had to wait for my next paper which was at 6pm! 8 whole hours of waiting! well spent half of my time at macs with naddy,kabby and melly and the other half at the lab thinking of the camp's prog and editing the camp memo...

well the event mgmt paper was a surprise, totally diff frm expected... completed the paper in 40mins and i actually went straight home... was looking at the washrm mirror before i went off and i gotta admit i look veryvery tired, my left eye was red, i looked like i went thru a hurricane wahaha... yea... wat kabby said came to mind... i looked better in yr 1 haha... must be the stress hehz

its midnight on the clock now and it feels like its already 2am... i need SLEEP! and i have crim pro mtg at 9am tmr! argh! at this point of time i really wished that i have 2 of me so i can do double the work at the same amt of time haha... and i'm hungry too! havent had dinner yet... haiz... i feel like i'm totally screwed this sem... everything going bonkers... i'm tired both mentally and physically.. family having probs... argh... my head hurts...

argh gonna go to the kitchen and see wat is edible haha... if i'm lucky there is instant noodle somewhere...

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Long Day

It's sitting by the overcoat,
The second shelf, the note she wrote
That I can't bring myself to throw away
And also
Reach she said for no one else but you,
Cuz you won't turn away
When someone else is gone

I'm sorry 'bout the attitude
I need to give when I'm with you
But no one else would take this shit from me
And I'm so
Terrified of no one else but me
I'm here all the time
I won't go away
It's me, yeah I can't get myself to go away
It's me, and I can't get myself to go away
Oh God I shouldn't feel this way

[chorus]

Reach down your hand in your pocket
Pull out some hope for me
It's been a long day, always ain't that right
And no Lord your hand won't stop it
Just keep you trembling
It's been a long day, always ain't that right

Well I'm surprised that you'd believe
In any thing that comes from me
I didn't hear from you or from someone else
And you're so
Set in life man, a pisser they're waiting
Too damn bad you get so far so fast
So what, so long

(chorus)

It's me, yeah and I can't get myself to go away
It's me, yeah and I can't get myself to go away
Oh God I shouldn't feel this way

[chorus]

||:PreCiouS:||
8/03/2004 09:50:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.