Monday, August 16, 2004

I believe in you

I'm suppose to do my accounts tutorial now but my eyes are in pain so i'm gonna go to bed, but before i do just felt that i shld blog something down...

well today alot of unexpected things happened... i donno if its a good or bad start to a new term... woke up at 5am in the morning tossing and turning unable to get back to sleep when the best part is today was one of the few times i can go to sch late cause there's no contract tutorial....
then during lunch found out that one of my grp members has decided to quit school and she left all her clean, unwritten, unscribbled notes to me and now i have to do her part of the presentation from scratch oh and not to mention the best part of this is presentation is in a few days time..., then after lunch had to fork out from my own pocket money this week's a/cs notes for the whole class cause the class rep brilliantly didnt want to go and get it cause she didnt want to go for the lecture and me being me took the initiative to get it for the class.. hmmz...

i guess frm my latest postings and together with the latest happenings, well... as u can imagine, or you may not, somehow inside i felt down... beaten... like i said before tired... cleaning up ppl's mess and stuff...

but somehow... before the day ended... at the end of a/c lect... i got a card from a friend....
in front it said... "God is the rock that never crumbles" and she wrote a message for me on the back on the card... and i somehow after reading it over and over it made me feel better... it made me feel stronger in a way, more determined to get through everything...

four simple words at the end of her message...
four simple words, simple but meant a lot and made a whole lot of difference...

I believe in you

simple yet uncomplicated...

to this friend, i dont think i need to mention ur name cause u know who u are...
from the bottom of my heart...

Thank you

salute

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8/16/2004 11:38:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.