Monday, August 09, 2004

Random Thoughts

Cant believe i turned down free tix to Hoobastank's concert 5 times!!..argh..

well for a very gd reason of course duh

for the very fact i do not know the guy at all =P
better be safe then sorry

anyways...

not only was i the only one sick but kabby and melly too.. altho their fever was higher then mine... heard they've fully recovered, really glad to hear tat =) well as for me, well my appetite hv yet to go back to normal and this irritating cough tat i have has yet to go away... have yet to see the doctor since my fever started hehe...

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well on saturday went to mei's chalet to help out like i promised altho i had to sit down like every few minutes cause i kept feeling breathless, still in the process of recovering i reckon =) well her bdae party went on smoothly in my opinion, except for the unnecessary stress that mei puts on herself... sigh... but actually if i myself were to organise an event i'll be stressed out too, wanting everything to be perfect...
but i recently learnt that things happen, and nothing is ever as perfect as you want it to be... solution is to go with the flow haha... glad i learnt that lesson... have yet to really test it out hehe...
have some crazie photos from the event, will upload it soon... =)

was watching 'two weeks notice' at the chalet, the one with sandra bullock and hugh grant in it, yea tats the one.. and you know wat?

something just struck me...

that somehow...

i would probably end up like sandra bullock's character without the happy ending...

haha... yeap crazie i know...

but you know how i came up with that?

cause you see, when i was contemplating on seeing myself in the legal industry, i told myself that if ever it came to that i would work at legal aid cause i wanted to help the less fortunate ppl...
and i'm also one who drowns herself in work and live on takeaways and fast food cause if not i'll starve, especially for dinner cause i'm always in school till late and there's usually no food when i come home....

so somehow or rather i saw a connection there haha... you'll understand if you've watch the movie... if you dont get it nvm.. =P

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Well National's Day today... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! =)
err as usualy i feel asleep in the middle of the NDP haha....
haiz... imagine me a Singaporean, never really been in the National Stadium and neither have i actually watched the NDP LIVE at the stadium... sigh...
and i wonder why i even bother submitting my name for the NDP tix poll... like i'll ever get the tix haha....

oh yea in PM Mr Goh Chok Tong's Final National Day Speech he mentioned that he would have never imagined himself becoming the Prime Minister of Singapore, but look at him now after 14 years of service.. i guess at the back of our minds we all have the same thinking...
we can never imagine being someone important, someone great...

but in actual fact we can...

if we only believe in ourselves, are willing to learn and most importantly have the right attitude... we are who we choose to become...

anyways really gonna miss that ol' guy when he steps down...

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The much awaited Singapore Idols premiered on air today, and i gotta admit it kinda left a bland taste in my mouth, metaphorically speaking of course hehe...
i hope the next few episodes gets better cause seriously i gotta agree with melly cause the show really felt like the producers didnt put much effort into it and i didnt feel the energy/enthusiasm that i felt when watching ryan seacreast as compared to gurmit singh... hmmz... and some who got thru.. well... melly can beat them hands down.. donno wat the judges were saying when they said you looked too young.. hmm.. but then again maybe you do look younger then your age... i donno... but then again what has that gotta do with singing =P

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well the law student advisors have switched hands.. it is now Mr Looi and Mr Mat... i wonder how everything is gonna turn out.. they are soooo totaly diff frm Ms Ng & Mr Fj hmzz... the best of luck to them =) and my sincere thank you and applause to Ms Ng & Mr Fj for all they have done as student advisors cause without them things wouldnt have happened and i'm grateful for the help they have given me when i was goin thru a rough patch =)

whatelse whatelse....

hmm cant think of anything else right now.. all i can think of is contract mtg tmr hehe...
well like always i took extremely long just to write this entry and its now 0230hrs haha... call it multi tasking =P
anyways i think i better go and sleep now =P

well till then

salute =)

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8/09/2004 10:47:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.