Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Random Thoughts

Have you ever suddenly, when busily doing something, like cleaning your room or folding a pile of clothes or scrubbed the toilet or making your bed, a thought suddenly crosses your mind. It happens doesnt it? well it happened to me when i was doing one of my household chores and the thought that crossed my mind was, whether i, the person who i potray to my friends, to anyone i come in contact with, really me? Is the mask that i've been wearing most of my life has now without me realising it slowly blended into who i really am? Better yet, who is the real me?
I could very well have split personalities, different personalities to go with the different happenings in my life, who knows *shrugs*

went to watch Strepford Wives yesterday, a must watch. Worth ur $$$ spent. =)
One thing came to mind after the movie.... Are guys actually intimidated by women who are smarter and more successful then them?
There must be some basis of truth to that i guess cause funnily enough i've experienced this before.

You see back in my secondary school days, there's this guy who i liked and surprise surprise (this doesnt usually happen, except for this once) he liked me back except for the fact that i was in the higher stream then him so nothing happened haha... how did i find out? cause that was exactly what he told my friend haha.. and i was going wtf? =P

anyways, is this an actual phenomenon that has been going on since ice age? When men are thought to be more superior than women?
Are all man mindsets the same? That it is humiliating to be with a more successful women? That women belong at home and are suppose to wait on their husbands hand and foot? That only man can be acknowledged as the superior species?
Hell dont just look at the homefront/relationships, discrimination in the office and school, it is still present in this modern age and society.
So does all the hard work that women put into are just a waste of time? Ambitions, goals, targets, Dreams....

Sure any guy reading this will say, "oh i actually do respect successful women etcetc", but let say if they get married to one, and let say she has a higher salary, a higher position, more successful then the husband, there's a high possiblity that the husband will in the end either 1)have an affair, 2)eventually get sick and tired of his position, 3)have an affair, 4)ultimately divorce....
am i right to say this? cause reality check, it does happen.... unless... the husband is totally madly in love with the women and is thanking his lucky stars that the women actually loves him back =P
So where am i getting at on all this? I'm not really sure, but i'm just curious... Guys ur views on this please.

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.