Thursday, August 05, 2004

somehow i had fun today... well wouldnt exactly be called fun but then lets call it a day to remember lah haha...
well went to sch in the morning for crim pro mtg, was totally sleepy throughout the whole mtg but managed to keep my brains awake haha...
hanged out with tania at the lab while waiting for marcus after tat... we then decided to catch a movie but as usual plans change so all of us incl. candy, peiming & juliana ended up at clarke quay haha.. well i initially i didnt want to go cause i was tired but then wat the heck i need some fresh air anyways haha...
wont go into detail abt wat we did and stuff but we round off the day at the merlion park, basically chatting haha...

well somebody mentioned to me something interesting today... the person said i dont sound/seem like myself these days...
hmm...
so what do i normally sound/seem like??

maybe the person is right... i donno...
just so much things in my mind rite now... if only i could drown it all argh... nvm i shall persevere... hmm...

will be in sch again tmr... in the morning... argh... now when am i gonna get a chance to wake up LATE??? haiz... have some feedback thingy tmr that i have no idea concerning wat...
well gotta do contract and run a few errands anyways... bah...

oh and something funny/fishy is going on... i'm hearing love songs wherever i go/am.. and no its not my discman...
first it was...
without you by clay aiken & kimberly locke i heard it in the lab yesterday,
then before i fell asleep it was
this i promise you by nsync,
then today at the lab was the song
too serious too soon by gareth gates,
then at the bridge behind merlion park just now was
right here waiting for you by richard marx
and then just now i finally received the song that i've been serching for but keep failing to get which is...
fixing a broken heart by indecent obsession... hmmz...
its either a sign or maybe its just my wild imagination haha...

i think i've been blogging to much... dont u think so? i'm bloggin almost everyday haha... i'll just continue wat i'm doing for now and TRY not to blog tat often haha...

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Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

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8/05/2004 01:12:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.