Friday, August 13, 2004

When someone invades your mind
every waking second
every single day
when you first wake up in the morning
before you go to sleep at night
what do you do?
how do you stop?
can you actually stop it?
to not say a word
to pretend that the feelings are not there
to not acknowledge the feelings at all
to understand that you arent good enough for the person
to just be contented at a glimpse of tat person
when will it all end?
when you understand its not just a phase
but you are still confused at the end...

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Angels

I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate
and do they know the places
Where we go when we're grey and old
'cos I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head
And i feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead

And through it all he offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
he won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street
I look above and I know I'll always be blessed with love
and as the feeling grows He breathes flesh to my bones
and when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

||:PreCiouS:||
8/13/2004 11:57:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.