Monday, August 30, 2004

Worry not

I shouldnt be worried should i? I mean like since now i have no say in anything and that i would rather be working with ppl who are in there for the right reasons and not the wrong ones. But then.... there's this nagging feeling i'm getting. Maybe its just me. I worry about things that i shouldnt be worried about. Just that, somehow i'm concern. What is gonna happen to the state of things?

Well i shouldnt be worried should i? Afterall its in the hands of "capable" ppl and i shouldnt judge their abilities rite? Well we do have to keep an open mind on the things they come up with.

tralalalala...

oh yea a friend of my recently read one of my posts and asked why am i apologizing? Why am i apologizing for having feelings?

It set me thinking....

somehow or rather the statement rang thru.... why apologize for having feelings? I'm only human, and i can get hurt too.... sigh... but whatever the case i'll feel guilty. Cause my feelings sometimes may hurt ppl or make ppl angry....

haiz...

am i too sensitive for my own good?

I think this is a giveaway question...

yes i'm too sensitive for my own good....

I think being too emphatic also comes into the picture You know why? Cause i'm sensitive also to ppl's feelings, which is good in a way, but on certain occasions this causes me to end up with double my usual workload and letting ppl off easily just like tat... hmmz....

I need to be more firm i guess
That's where i always go wrong. I dont come across as being firm enough or in other words assertive. haha... well... i need to work on that i guess...
well as long as i'm given the opportunity to learn and grow, hey i may acutally get a hang of it haha...

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8/30/2004 12:44:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.