Saturday, September 25, 2004

Been bloggin more then usual lately...

i reckon one day peeps will get bored with this place
but nvm its mine anyways tralalala...

at home two days in a row, not even stepping out of the house...

argh! i'm going crazie in here... the thing is i wouldnt know where to go if i do step out of the house.. no plans whatsoever...now my conscience is saying "azi go and study!!!" haha... and the thing is my study mode is not turned on yet... sigh...

sure i'm a fast learner, i pick up things easily, i'm the master of trial and error... but when it comes to theory and exams i suck... even if my coursework is very good to my standards my exams results never fail to bring me down... argh... i'm an exam jinx! i think exams should be banned! bring on the projects and coursework!! haha..

i hope aida confirms tomorrow's outing, been a looonnngg time since i've seen her, wan and ifah last... sigh... if not then i'll be stuck at home again... or maybe i'l just go to the beach on my own... we'll see....

finally caught grease 2 on tv just now and its no wonder that it was a flop... gosh... i donno why in the world Michelle Pfeiffer was casted as Stephanie in the movie??? there wasnt any energy from her, its like she was forced to act in the movie... and she shouldnt have started singing *bleargh* she makes nicole kidman sound even better haha...
well the only consolation was Maxwell Caulfield as Micheal.. now he was hot... haha...

i was thinking of the storyline and something came to mind...
do guys actually do that??? i mean do whatever it takes to get the gal?
i dont think it happens now only on rare occassions do you actually see guys doing that.. nowadays guys are the shy ones... fear of rejection? hey if the gal is worth it that shouldnt be a problem should it??

oh yea before i forget...
do you just hate it when someone tells you what you think for you
or what you're suppose to feel?
it just irks me you know, especially when the person doesnt know even know who you are!!
Especially when its abt matters close to your heart...
i think ppl shld just shuddup when they dont have anything better to say...
and why when getting to know a person you need to know wat someone's parents do etcetc?
and enough of the condolences and trying to help alright?
its been 7 freaking years!!!! enough is enough already... bloody hell...

wanna help? rrigght i so believe em'. no strings attached they say... yea right...
thanks but no thanks...

sorrie just had to vent somewhere...
i think i'm getting hungry...
shld go look for food now...
will blog more later...
salute!

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9/25/2004 04:35:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.