Friday, September 17, 2004

Hmmz

Have been meaning to update but never got down to doing it due to a reason or another...
Anyways...

Have you ever been at one point of time felt so tired and added to that felt dissapointed at yourself cause you've let others down? No matter how much you try to cheer yourself up and let things be you cant seem to and end up being quieter then usual and stoning every few minutes...

then a few hours later someone or some peeps make you so mad that you wanna scream and you end up having a headache....

haiz.. there you have it ladies & gentlemen.. summary of my day...

darn tomorrow's the minute taking assessment... honestly its good practice and all but... i feel tat its kinda dumb cause it puts added pressure to students...
anways its all good, whatever haha...
well gonna be staying back after tat to hopefully finish up drafting my contract for the individual proj... hmmz really hope i can get it done by tmr since we're baking on sunday....

Recently had a dream about my ol' sec 3 partner, sweet guy really, always help give me anwers to the maths problems when my name gets called up by the teacher hehe...
But somehow i donno how he ended up in my dreams, havent seen him for the last err... 3-4yrs? haha.. and the most horrible thing was i couldnt remember his name, all i could remember that his nickname used to be "focus"... i could remember all the other guys in my class except his and there were only 3 malay guys in my class and he was my partner for a year and classmate for 3 years! how horrible is tat...
spent the whole day trying to recall his name and i ended up digging up my ol' class annual... photos cause they usually print the names of the students haha...
Yep finally found out his name.. fadhlin... now how could i have forgotten his name.. geez...

haiz really tired now... going off to sleep now or else i wont be able to wake up tomorrow hurhur...
will update more later when i'm in the mood...

salute...

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.