Thursday, September 23, 2004

i dont know whether i should scream, laugh or cry...
i dont know how someone can make me even doubt myself
question the way i do things so much that i got so damn pissed off
pissed off at the person
pissed off at myself for letting myself be pissed off

what's wrong bout telling me straight in the face?
what's with people saying things behind my back like
i'm some stupid idiot????

i'm still learning
i have my own way of doing things

thanks for the silence
really appreciate it

damn now i feel like running
literally
bah...

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9/23/2004 10:18:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.