Sunday, September 26, 2004

i think i'm getting addicted to yahoo pool!!!!
i've been playing non stop for the past 4 hours!!!!
oh man...
haha...
i'm actually multi tasking, can u believe it??!!?
=P

hmmz.. my lil' bro is sick
he's been coughing non stop...
really worried...
my other bro's sick too
he's old injury is acting up and now he's using crutches...
haiz...
damn worried siah...

well aida hasnt called at all nor has she msged...
so i guess tmr might not be happening...
sigh.. so wat am i suppose to do??
i need to get out haiz...

started to think abt the maternal side of the family
and it struck me how "big" some of my cuzzins have grown...
two of my cuzzins are in TP also
one is in biomed i think
the other is in design... IMD i think...
well the one in biomed is the kind of guy gals will go after
and the one in design is the kind of gal the guys will go after...
another cuzzin of mine is in ite and another is in wat used to be outram institute and both are the kind of guys gals go for...
hmmz...

and i'm the kind of gal no one goes for.. wahaha...

sorry side trackked...
its funny actually how memories of your childhood years spent together with them is still fresh in your memory, its as if it only happened yesterday... but now we're not so close cause as we got older we dont interact as much as we used to...
kinda sad actually...
but at least we still greet each other went we bump into each in school or the interchange haha...
well as for my much younger cuzzins... i dont see them as often as i like... honestly they are all much more closer to my sis cause i'm always the absent one... i'm not a big fan of family functions... cause to me its always the same and i'm always the target of never ending questions frm my aunt and uncles...

at least they are not from my dad's side.. now that i really loathe..
cause why?
they are all fake.
and after my dad passed away they even said my family was a nuisance... can u believe that??? wtf and we didnt even ask them for anything sheesh... i dont know why they dislike us so much? just because we are not as well to do? cause we dont think and act like they do? sheesh man...
haiz... problems when u have a large family... no surprises here on why i prefer being alone away from hyprocites like them...

damn i'm hungry!
hungryhungry...
and there's no food! i dont even have instant noodles...
darn... i'm gonna starve till tmr
shite...
sigh...

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.