Thursday, September 02, 2004

In or Out?

So my mum went to see the supervisor there recently... hmmz... and i wonder what they talked about me =P So.... am i gonna officially be out from there or.... hmmz... i really dont know...
You see i've been falling sick more often then not this semester therefore i've been at home and not there... and they have been pestering when am i coming back there and i have successfully been avoiding their calls hehe... evil i know =P

Currently i'm half hearted in both staying at home and staying there... If i do really decide to stay at home (which my mum thinks i'm gonna do) then i think its time i get a job cause i dont wanna burden my mum (right now i'm even afraid to ask her for other expenses so i'm using my pocket money to buy whatever i need which always leaves me broke by..er... thursday? hehe) then there's school fees to think about and etcetc....

well if i decided to stay there, then.. i'll have problems in doing my assignments/projects due to lack of resources and furthurmore with me always staying up late to do em', the staff there are silently complaining... then me coming back late etcetc...well truth of the matter is well they just dont trust residents apparently.. haiz...

so how? i'm in a dilemma... each has their own pros and cons...
what shld i do????
i dont have much time left...
i need to make a decision...
so what shld i do????

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9/02/2004 12:18:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.