Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Irritated

I've never been so agitated before in my life, well aside from the staff there, there's this other group who is irritating the hell outta me. I dont hold grudges, i dont hate people cause that's too strong, i dont dislike ppl without a reason.. i'm honest to god a nice person but.... i have my limits too you know grr...

at least i do take risk and believe in what i do. I dont appreciate ppl saying one thing in front of me and saying another behind my back. Dont think i dont know. I'm not oblivious or stupid as some of you think i am. Dammit. I'm just fed up of the situation. Maybe there's a reason why everything is like this. I've always believed that things happen for a reason and i'm still waiting for the reason for this.

What i can do now is be patient and just take the blows i get one at a time. But i cant help feeling angry at myself, cause sometimes i think i could have done something or do more of what i'm doing now, maybe its all my fault.. maybe.. argh... shite...

What is the damn world coming too? I so wish i'm back in ITE where such things dont exist. Everyone goes on with their damn lives, do what they wanna do and not go for each other throats and step on each other may they be friends or not to get a nice bunch of words on their resume.

To be selfish cause you are afraid to go thru the basic protocol??? Actions we do affect people. I dont understand how people can forget that. I also dont get people who are damn full of themselves and they think that the whole damn world revolves around them.

Oh and the cutesy stuff i.e going on and on abt flowers etcetc and all that shite, pls save it for ur significant other or ur other cutsey friends cause its damn irritating to see an almost young adult doing that.

Oh yea and peeps who call themselves group members and dont turn up for meetings AT ALL should go shoot themselves. Irritating Idiots. Who do you think i am? Your damn slave? Like i have no other assignments to do.

Since i'm on a roll let me continue and get everything out of the system...

To those irritating impatient bus passengers who are so damn impatient of getting on the bus should be thrown into a remand facility and learn good manners so they'll stop shoving people who wants to take the bus too who are actually queuing for the same damn bus!!!

Oh yea with regards to those people who think highly of themselves and think that the only CAPABLE ones are those who are with you then *&$# #*$ bl0ody shite... i'm so damn pissed
i know i shouldnt but i am argh dammit....
just admit it there are things that you are afraid of doing or can never be able to do so please stop with the high and mighty attitude.

azi get a grip!!! breathe!!

oh yea one other thing... are ghost reading my blog?? cause my counter is moving but not the comments box nor the tagboard.. haiz whatever... but really thx to those who took their time to actually comment... really appreciate it =)

arrghh........

feel like banging myself at the nearest wall now.

Cant believe i'm this irritated and agitated....

i think i need some fresh air.........................

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9/07/2004 06:29:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.