Monday, October 11, 2004

so i lied

i wasnt 100% ok
not even close to 90%

why am i even mentioning it here?
maybe i'm turning daft

been having a lot of flashbacks recently
maybe because of the coming fasting month
close to the day it happened...
i donno, just trying to find a reasoning....

havent been the most healthiest of persons
so like what's new
bah

worried about some family stuff...

then there's the school stuff too...

maybe i was just hungry...

maybe i'm just tired...

whatever it is sorry for my mood just now...

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so life continues
day by day
hour after hour
life itself is a gift
but sometimes.....

funny how today i imagined myself being shot
then left to die bleeding to my death
then for some people life would be much more easier
one less person to worry about
one less person to care about
one less person to remember
one less person to understand
one less person to hate
one less blog to read
one less burden

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10/11/2004 02:00:00 AM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.