Thursday, November 04, 2004

as i'm waiting for my gundam seed episode to finish downloading, i'm staring at the computer screen wondering what i'm doing with my life.
Currently, right now, i'm not doing anything. I'm bored out of my wits, waiting frustratingly patiently for the planned "camp twinkle" to get started, thinking how i can improve the state of my life right now, planning to go for a job interview tomorrow and how i can make the best out of law for future plans... hmmz...
and honestly i've been a complete lazy bum. I dont sleep, i'll only tend to go to sleep at ard 6am, wake up, watch tv, prepare breaking fast, watch gundam seed, surf the net.... that's all i do... i need to do something..

hmm maybe i should use this opportunity to clear my dad's old cabinet cause i dont have space to put my stuff.. i've been using the space under my bed and the floor in front of my cupboard to put my stuff which is beginning to be a mess... sigh...

Recently i found out someone totally unexpected who reads my blog. I dont really mind since this IS a public blog and everything, but what turns me off is that person pretends that they dont read my blog and ask me the most obvious questions that they know the answer to. Concern? Pretending to be the good person they are trying to potray? i dont think so *bleargh*

Anyways I've been cooking for the family these few days and have been getting praises hehe... accomplishment i should say, i mean some of the stuff that i cooked some are like the first time i tried doing it and all from the top of my head haha... and my sis actually commented how everything that i tend to cook turns out nice booyah i'm so swelling with pride right now wahaha... should cook more often but then prob is we dont have much ingredients around the house for me to experiment hmmz... I think if i were to own my very own house i would want a big kitchen according to my specifications of course haha...

I've also been very addicted to gundam seed hehe.. unlike some who are more towards naroto its gundam seed for me haha... episodes 31 and 32 was like so sad i was tearing hehe... i really wanna watch all the episodes together but i keep jumping episodes haiz.. but nevermind i'm a very patient person.. i think.. hehe...
anyways i think kira's cute dont you think? hehe...

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.